So here i am bored and all!!! Arrghhh my summer didn't go as planned, i was basically home through out..
Talk about being grounded for a whole year but oh well, when the time elapses i'd be a graduate!! Whoop!!!!
Now i learnt quiet a lot this summer and the time that i was home. Which some young adults seem not to understand or grasp, We all want to party and hang out and have all the undiluted fun that is associated with being a youth but the truth is that if we observe just a little chill, we would have so much fun that it'll eventually make us sick.
Its not a crime to have fun but its better to have constructive and productive fun, go to places that adequate networking would take place and where you can meet business associates that would help your business in future, because what ever we do now would go a long way to make or break our future.
The Bible says "Wisdom is profitable to direct". So in our everyday lives lets always think of the future and not just the satisfaction the now can give us.
I want the best for everyone so lets all reason logically and thoroughly before delving into unproductive outings and ventures...
Zibby :)
Sunday 4 August 2013
Tuesday 26 February 2013
Atom's Word's Part 2...
There is a reason why things are not always the way they seem and it is because they are not.
So many things going on at the same time but one thing at a time is the way to go about it.
I still believe that you are special and can do so much good and bring colour to those around you.
I remember a lot now that i am writing all this, The most important things and the less important ones.
Pride before a fall, i know because i am on the ground but now picking myself up.
Heart broken but still breathing for i still have life in me.
My lungs still purple and every fiber in me still sensitive to your being.
So many things going on at the same time but one thing at a time is the way to go about it.
I still believe that you are special and can do so much good and bring colour to those around you.
I remember a lot now that i am writing all this, The most important things and the less important ones.
Pride before a fall, i know because i am on the ground but now picking myself up.
Heart broken but still breathing for i still have life in me.
My lungs still purple and every fiber in me still sensitive to your being.
Monday 25 February 2013
Atom's Words Part 1.
The thin line between you and me is so thick that it would take an act of God to breakdown these forces,
In my little time on earth, i have failed to know true beauty but all that has changed now that i look into your face.
Every story has a climax, a point at which all seems to be lost, just at that point Amara-Grace comes to save the day, you my dear have come to save this stallion though strong but weakened by pride and lost in his own pain.
I'm sorry i have been blind, but sometimes it takes loss to know gain. The thin line between us i dare to cross both by the power of the cross and the good work of patience.
I look at you and see hope, i hold your hand and feel strength, i hug you and know peace.
In my little time on earth, i have failed to know true beauty but all that has changed now that i look into your face.
Every story has a climax, a point at which all seems to be lost, just at that point Amara-Grace comes to save the day, you my dear have come to save this stallion though strong but weakened by pride and lost in his own pain.
I'm sorry i have been blind, but sometimes it takes loss to know gain. The thin line between us i dare to cross both by the power of the cross and the good work of patience.
I look at you and see hope, i hold your hand and feel strength, i hug you and know peace.
Wednesday 13 February 2013
The 14th day of February..
Ok so the most anticipated day is here...
Feb the 14th...
My ideal day will be to wake up, saying sweet beautiful words to my lord and saviour Jesus, since i don't have a bf.
Then after my morning run and coffee, it's time to head out to share the day with the orphans and less privileged children out in lagos.
Then i would treat my self to a bowl of ice-cream from coldstone and probably spend the rest of the day with my family.. (i'm single)..
But on the reals tho, amidst all the cake eating and gift opening let's not forget the reason why a day like this was created, let's not get carried away by the frivolities of life and the less than important things that are beclouding our thinking and emotions..
Valentines day should be a day to show love to all and sundry, personally i don't get caught up with all the ruckus of the day because i don't celebrate it, reason being that majority of the world's population don't know the real reason behind this day..
Lets make up with loved ones, give alms and gifts to the poor, pray for someone that needs it,
visit the sick..
And after "today" still continue to show love..
I love you all and Happy Vals day.....
Signed Zee....
Feb the 14th...
My ideal day will be to wake up, saying sweet beautiful words to my lord and saviour Jesus, since i don't have a bf.
Then after my morning run and coffee, it's time to head out to share the day with the orphans and less privileged children out in lagos.
Then i would treat my self to a bowl of ice-cream from coldstone and probably spend the rest of the day with my family.. (i'm single)..
But on the reals tho, amidst all the cake eating and gift opening let's not forget the reason why a day like this was created, let's not get carried away by the frivolities of life and the less than important things that are beclouding our thinking and emotions..
Valentines day should be a day to show love to all and sundry, personally i don't get caught up with all the ruckus of the day because i don't celebrate it, reason being that majority of the world's population don't know the real reason behind this day..
Lets make up with loved ones, give alms and gifts to the poor, pray for someone that needs it,
visit the sick..
And after "today" still continue to show love..
I love you all and Happy Vals day.....
Signed Zee....
Friday 8 February 2013
I will wait for you!!
So it seemed that it was cool for every one to be in a relationship but me, so i took matters into my own hands and ended up with him..
Him who displayed the traits of a liar, cheater abuser and a thief.
So why was i surprised when he broke into my heart, i called 911 but i was cardiac arrested for aiding and abetting, cus it was me who let him in.
Claiming we were "just" friends, it was already decided for me by the 1st date that even if he wasn't i was going to make him "The One".
You know... i was tired of being alone, and i simply made up my mind that it was about that time, so i decided to drag him along for the ride, cause i was always the bridesmaid and never the bride...
A virgin in the physical but mentally just a matured woman on the corner in the heat who was tired of the wait!!!
So i was gonna make him the one, He had a form of godliness but not so much!
But hey hey i can change him,So i'd take him i mean he's close..... enough.
Ready to sell my aorta for a quarter not knowing its value of its use to me
Arteries so clogged with MY will that it blocked His will from flowing through me
So,i thank CHRIST that his blood pressure gave this heart an attack
That flatlined my obscured vision, put me flat on my back, through my ignorance he saw,
through my sternum HE sawed and cracked open my chest, to transplant Psalms 51:10,
A new heart and a renewed right spirit within, So now i fully understand better yet i thoroughly
comprehend how much i need to wait for you.
See the bad thing is that i knew he wasn't you from the beginning, Cause in the beginning was the word
and he didnt even shine or sound like your SON..
Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks, and all he could whisper were sweet empty nothings
which meant NOTHING!!
He couldnt even pray when i need him to, asking him to fast would be absurd, so forget about being washed and cleansed with water through the word.
But i know you, you were already praying for me.
Even never having met me, let me assure you that i will wait for You..
I will no longer date, socialize or communicate with carbon copies of you, to appease my boredom or to quench my thirsty desire for attention and short lived compliments from sorta kindas...
You know, he's sorta kinda right but sorta kinda wrong,
His first name LUKE he's last name WARM!
I won't settle for false companionship
I won't lay in the embrace of his arms
Attempting to find some closeness,
But never feeling so far apart because i want to be held
Cause all i gotta do is say NO!
NO more 'almost sessions' of 'almost coming close'
passing winks and buying drinks with thoughts of amma amma flirt!
Who flirts with the ideology of,can you just tell me how much i can get away with and still be saved?
No more.
I'll stay in my bed and write poems about how i will wait for you
He won't even come close,our fingers won't even interlock, we won't even exchange breaths,
'Cause i have thoughts that i have 'saved as' in a file that God has equipped only you to open.
I will no longer get weighted down from so-called friend and family talks, about the concern for my biological clock, when i serve the Author of time.
Who is not subject to time but i'm subject to him
He has the ability to stop,fast foward,pause,rewind at any given time so if we could role play,
You would be Abraham and i will be Sarah,
I am bone of your bone and flesh of your flesh
Made of your rib Adam
And once we meet like electrons, i will be bound to your nucleus, completely indivisible atom
We even speak the same math, 1+1+1=3
which really equals 1 if you add HIM.
We were all created in his image but you have the ability the reflect, project and even detect the son.
I f i were to explain what you looked like, you would have to look like a star, a sun of the SON.
I would gain energy simply from the light that you shine on me.
I would need you in order to complete my photosynthesis, i await your revelation but once again from the genesis i would wait for YOU..
And i will know you because when you speak, i will be reminded of Solomon's wisdom
Your ability to lead would remind me of MOSES
Your faith wold remind me of ABRAHAM
Your confidence in God's word would remind me of DANIEL.
Your inspiration will remiind me of PAUL.
Your heart for God would remind me of DAVID.
Your attention to detail would remind me of NOAH.
Your integrity would remind me of JOSEPH
And your ability to abandon your own will, will remind me of the disciples
But your ability to love selflessly and unconditionally would remind me of CHRIST!
I won't need to identify you by any special Matthews or Marks, 'cause he's word will be tattoed all over your heart, and you will know me and you will find me, where the BOLDNESS of ESTHER, meets the warm closeness of RUTH, where the hospitality of LYDIA, is aligned with the submission of MARY, which is engulfed in the tears of a praying HANNAH, i will be the one drenched in Proverbs 31 waiting for you..
But if my FATHER who gave me life speaks and says his will for me is a life of singleness, his will i obey, for he is the greatest love story ever told.
I wan't to be found about his business so either ways I WILL WAIT FOR YOU....
Him who displayed the traits of a liar, cheater abuser and a thief.
So why was i surprised when he broke into my heart, i called 911 but i was cardiac arrested for aiding and abetting, cus it was me who let him in.
Claiming we were "just" friends, it was already decided for me by the 1st date that even if he wasn't i was going to make him "The One".
You know... i was tired of being alone, and i simply made up my mind that it was about that time, so i decided to drag him along for the ride, cause i was always the bridesmaid and never the bride...
A virgin in the physical but mentally just a matured woman on the corner in the heat who was tired of the wait!!!
So i was gonna make him the one, He had a form of godliness but not so much!
But hey hey i can change him,So i'd take him i mean he's close..... enough.
Ready to sell my aorta for a quarter not knowing its value of its use to me
Arteries so clogged with MY will that it blocked His will from flowing through me
So,i thank CHRIST that his blood pressure gave this heart an attack
That flatlined my obscured vision, put me flat on my back, through my ignorance he saw,
through my sternum HE sawed and cracked open my chest, to transplant Psalms 51:10,
A new heart and a renewed right spirit within, So now i fully understand better yet i thoroughly
comprehend how much i need to wait for you.
See the bad thing is that i knew he wasn't you from the beginning, Cause in the beginning was the word
and he didnt even shine or sound like your SON..
Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks, and all he could whisper were sweet empty nothings
which meant NOTHING!!
He couldnt even pray when i need him to, asking him to fast would be absurd, so forget about being washed and cleansed with water through the word.
But i know you, you were already praying for me.
Even never having met me, let me assure you that i will wait for You..
I will no longer date, socialize or communicate with carbon copies of you, to appease my boredom or to quench my thirsty desire for attention and short lived compliments from sorta kindas...
You know, he's sorta kinda right but sorta kinda wrong,
His first name LUKE he's last name WARM!
I won't settle for false companionship
I won't lay in the embrace of his arms
Attempting to find some closeness,
But never feeling so far apart because i want to be held
Cause all i gotta do is say NO!
NO more 'almost sessions' of 'almost coming close'
passing winks and buying drinks with thoughts of amma amma flirt!
Who flirts with the ideology of,can you just tell me how much i can get away with and still be saved?
No more.
I'll stay in my bed and write poems about how i will wait for you
He won't even come close,our fingers won't even interlock, we won't even exchange breaths,
'Cause i have thoughts that i have 'saved as' in a file that God has equipped only you to open.
I will no longer get weighted down from so-called friend and family talks, about the concern for my biological clock, when i serve the Author of time.
Who is not subject to time but i'm subject to him
He has the ability to stop,fast foward,pause,rewind at any given time so if we could role play,
You would be Abraham and i will be Sarah,
I am bone of your bone and flesh of your flesh
Made of your rib Adam
And once we meet like electrons, i will be bound to your nucleus, completely indivisible atom
We even speak the same math, 1+1+1=3
which really equals 1 if you add HIM.
We were all created in his image but you have the ability the reflect, project and even detect the son.
I f i were to explain what you looked like, you would have to look like a star, a sun of the SON.
I would gain energy simply from the light that you shine on me.
I would need you in order to complete my photosynthesis, i await your revelation but once again from the genesis i would wait for YOU..
And i will know you because when you speak, i will be reminded of Solomon's wisdom
Your ability to lead would remind me of MOSES
Your faith wold remind me of ABRAHAM
Your confidence in God's word would remind me of DANIEL.
Your inspiration will remiind me of PAUL.
Your heart for God would remind me of DAVID.
Your attention to detail would remind me of NOAH.
Your integrity would remind me of JOSEPH
And your ability to abandon your own will, will remind me of the disciples
But your ability to love selflessly and unconditionally would remind me of CHRIST!
I won't need to identify you by any special Matthews or Marks, 'cause he's word will be tattoed all over your heart, and you will know me and you will find me, where the BOLDNESS of ESTHER, meets the warm closeness of RUTH, where the hospitality of LYDIA, is aligned with the submission of MARY, which is engulfed in the tears of a praying HANNAH, i will be the one drenched in Proverbs 31 waiting for you..
But if my FATHER who gave me life speaks and says his will for me is a life of singleness, his will i obey, for he is the greatest love story ever told.
I wan't to be found about his business so either ways I WILL WAIT FOR YOU....
Darkness Falls
Its 2:30 am, she keeps tossing and turning but she can't seem to find the perfect position that would enable her get some sleep.. Now she falls into a seamless dream where she's running on a field..
suddenly she sees strange clouds which illuminate the ground and strange figures pace around her
its a very terrifying sight and it sends eerie goosebumps down her spine...
she runs till she can run no more
she can hear the sound of a mans footsteps
and also the hoofs of horses
she tries to hide but there's nowhere to hide
darkness is falling by the second
now the fear creeps into spine and lungs
cutting of the little air she has
the footsteps become louder behind her
and as she turns back
she see's the reaper
all she could do is scream
she opens her mouth
but no sound comes out
now she knows this is it..
pictures and memories of the past 22 years
flash before her eyes
the last thing she could do was scream!!!!!!
Before she fell into the bottomless pit
Lost forever and away from sanity
and into the cold arms of DEATH!!!!
suddenly she sees strange clouds which illuminate the ground and strange figures pace around her
its a very terrifying sight and it sends eerie goosebumps down her spine...
she runs till she can run no more
she can hear the sound of a mans footsteps
and also the hoofs of horses
she tries to hide but there's nowhere to hide
darkness is falling by the second
now the fear creeps into spine and lungs
cutting of the little air she has
the footsteps become louder behind her
and as she turns back
she see's the reaper
all she could do is scream
she opens her mouth
but no sound comes out
now she knows this is it..
pictures and memories of the past 22 years
flash before her eyes
the last thing she could do was scream!!!!!!
Before she fell into the bottomless pit
Lost forever and away from sanity
and into the cold arms of DEATH!!!!
The Honest truth...
Girls are very selfish and self centered tho.... I'm a girl and would probably be crucified after this post but hey i have to tell it.. We always go on and on about how the guy did this and did that and blah blah blah!!!, which is getting very annoying..
How about what we do to them?? Have we ever stopped to think about the fact that the world doesn't always revolve around us?!! I believe a guy would treat a girl the way she put herself out to be treated..
Example is a case of boy meets girl , who from all indication isn't the serious minded type and isn't a big fan of commitment.. Now they date for 2 years and girl is always off and on, finally boy gets tired of the charade because he has put in too much effort and the girl isn't reciprocating it. Now boy decides to move on and breaks things off with girl, girl realizes that she actually is ready to commit now but its already too late because boy has moved onto someone who loves and is committed to him..
Now girl claims too be heart broken and blames boy for not sticking around, or giving her a chance but i mean c'mon!!!! 2 years he sat around in his ass waiting for you and the moment he walks off you realize?? now tell me who the selfish one is.. Girl begins to hate and says men are all the same and are wicked..
I believe that there is only so much one can take in a relationship.. There are so many instances but i won't go into details because you all know what im talking about..
All i would like to say to girls is never start what you don't plan on finishing ok...
like i said this is my opinion and i believe that on the scale of 0-100% , girls are 85% responsible for the shit they receive from boys.....
Ok i'm out... Crucify me if you may but i've said my mind.....
How about what we do to them?? Have we ever stopped to think about the fact that the world doesn't always revolve around us?!! I believe a guy would treat a girl the way she put herself out to be treated..
Example is a case of boy meets girl , who from all indication isn't the serious minded type and isn't a big fan of commitment.. Now they date for 2 years and girl is always off and on, finally boy gets tired of the charade because he has put in too much effort and the girl isn't reciprocating it. Now boy decides to move on and breaks things off with girl, girl realizes that she actually is ready to commit now but its already too late because boy has moved onto someone who loves and is committed to him..
Now girl claims too be heart broken and blames boy for not sticking around, or giving her a chance but i mean c'mon!!!! 2 years he sat around in his ass waiting for you and the moment he walks off you realize?? now tell me who the selfish one is.. Girl begins to hate and says men are all the same and are wicked..
I believe that there is only so much one can take in a relationship.. There are so many instances but i won't go into details because you all know what im talking about..
All i would like to say to girls is never start what you don't plan on finishing ok...
like i said this is my opinion and i believe that on the scale of 0-100% , girls are 85% responsible for the shit they receive from boys.....
Ok i'm out... Crucify me if you may but i've said my mind.....
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